Runaway Bride

I never imagined I would be saying this but I don't want to be a bride at this point in my journey. I am thoroughly enjoying my single-hood with my girlfriends. Exploring my liberty with all my girls is liberating and refreshing. From shopping to late night conversations about the douche bags that come in and out of our lives. We haven't met anyone that sticks yet and I like it that ways because I don't want anyone to rob the most valuable asset that we have with each other which is TIME. I love my girls and the love me. I always imagined getting married as a young woman. Thoughts flooded my mind like; who would be my bridesmaids, what my dress would look like, HOW BIG MY RING WOULD BE, what newspapers would announce the engagement, how my husband would look like, what his profession would be? I always imagined his profession to be an attorney but now I have evolved into believing him to be a prestigious international business owner. However, in recent days I have this overwhelming fascination with famous musicians, but I did listen to the lyrics about falling in love with a music man and I contemplate as to whether or not that is such a good idea. I can't imagine women throwing themselves at my husband on a day to day basis. I have been known to be a jealous woman and I do have a Bonquita side when women do not show respect for other married woman. I just don't understand what the hell woman are thinking when they go after married men. Why don't they understand that woman should be united? Aren't there enough douche bags all ready in the world? Women do not need to contribute to the douche bag syndrome. Trust me when I say it's already bad enough for crying out loud! Ok thats enough ranting about the douche bag syndrome. In any case I never imagined that I the hopeless romantic would not want to get married, but yes I have reached a point in my journey where I can confidently say that I do not want to get married at this point. I always imagined that I would be the sister that would get married first. I was talking to my sister last night and she is ranting on and on about a possible destination wedding in Fiji in the future and blah blah blah. It's crazy how life turns out I always imagined that I would be the first sister to get married and that still might be the case you never know only time will tell but I can tell you one thing that if I get married it will be the event of the season because I will go big or else do nothing at all. Until next time I hope love finds a way in all of your lives. LOVE is amazing it has a way to move mountains. All the great wars in history were because of love. I mean look at Helen of Troy that bitch caused the Trojan War. Good for her she will never be forgotten. She must have been a truly gorgeous woman for all those people to be fighting over her. I wish I could have been her in a past life or maybe she must have felt really bad for causing so many deaths who knows in any case I like being me today and I wouldn't trade my life for the world or all the riches in the world. Have a good day everyone and God Bless.